How Publicly Revealing My Disability Improved My Body Image
“This is it; there's no going back now,” I thought, as I stared at the two words that typically struck fear into my heart. Cerebral palsy. My diagnosis -- the secret to which I had clung for much of my life -- now hovered above a published piece of writing. A piece of writing centered around my personal experiences living with mild cerebral palsy. A piece of writing that -- unbeknownst to me at the time -- would transform my perception of my body forever. I, like many other women, have had a fraught relationship with my body for the majority of my life. From a young age, I internalized messages from the media about the “ideal” woman’s body -- the type of body society prizes. Tall. Slender. Symmetrical. Able-bodied. Despite my understanding that one particular body type was perceived as the ideal, I have long found beauty in all bodies -- with the glaring exception of my own. I have always been tall, long-legged and slender -- outwardly,...